this is only for you... even when I don�t know who you are!!!

Posted : 29 Jul, 2015 07:44 PM

HELLO, I write this evening to all who like me are waiting for the promise of love from our beloved Jesus ... hoping to meet the person with whom to share the wonderful adventure of life ...



I've been on this website for approximately two years, and I have met wonderful people, I made true friendships and that makes the whole process of saying hello to someone new worthwhile, I laughed with new ways of saying the same words, I blushed, I�ve learned and grown and I've even cried for a broken heart, but I suppose it�s part of the perfect plan of God, I have to believe it, otherwise would be a hypocrite and my love for Jesus would be no more than a pretty farce, is not how he wants us to love Him ... at which point the love and faith in him is decimated by the constant search for that someone?, or maybe this is all part of the initial plan, God is so perfect and is so absolutely perfect the plan or the future He has for each one of us, but often ourselves are the enemies of our own happiness, always wanting to go in our own speed, rushing what should not be rushed.



I have reached professional success, and peace and happiness in my family, and growth in my spiritual life ... but something is missing ... I always thought my job has to stand out, that I have to be better daughter, the best student, the best employee, the best friend... I remember with irony I always wanted to be a mother, but that plan was always postponed by a goal near or far ... I loved children (his innocence, tenderness, unconditional love, for them never hurts that extra hug, I wonder how they improve a bad day with just a little smile, the way we can learn from their everyday and sometimes unconscious acts), but always seemed a distant goal, today I know that I need it, and most important I want that, a husband and a family ... at times I feel that I failure to perfect plan of the creator but then I remember that a leaf of a tree does not move without their knowledge, he controls my life, so I am not worry.



I love God deeply even when my human nature sometimes play with my mind, but my love is there, filling my heart filling it with faith, a blind faith that one day everything that today may seems wrong or without any sense tomorrow simply will drops into place.



I have thought many times and today I even cried so long trying to understand a viral video on the internet about an abandoned baby, it's hard to see the beauty of life when you are surrounded by an indolent humanity ... I know that out there you are! And I write to you ... you who are the son of God; he has created for me... I do not care if you talk with nice words I prefer facts to show that God is in your life, inside her, surrounding and filling you...



You who are praying for me out there in the same way I do it for you, I pray for your life, for your legs; so you always take the right path; your arms and hands, to be always used to build and help those in need; your body; for you to be cautious and you know take care of as a temple of the Holy Spirit; your mind, for your thoughts and ideas will always attuned to the word of God; but above all, I pray for your heart, because every day become more according to the will of God, praying for God to have your heart in the small hollow of his hand and guide you on the path to me.

I do not know why tonight these words have escaped of my heart slowly but with decision not to stay stored in the back of my mind, but I felt it necessary, not yesterday or tomorrow but today; in the bottom of my heart I am sure someone is reading it and if you feel in your heart that this words are meant for you PLEASE PRAY TO GOD, ONLY HE CAN CONFIRM YOU THAT, AND THEN IF IS GODS WILL PLEASE DON�T TAKE SO LONG (LOL), BUT DON�T WORRY I WILL WAIT ALL THE TIME IT TAKES, AND REMEMBER FIRST IS GOD AND THEN IS EVERYTHING ELSE.



With all the love of God IN MY HEART I bless you, and I hope that your walk may be fast and the way may be short.

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