Author	Thread: Understand woment?
Admin	Understand woment? Posted : 7 Aug, 2012 05:47 PM I had a little time to think. and was reminded of my failures in finding a help mate. I found that I either try too hard or I don't try hard enough. I always feel most women are uncomfortable around me. Some say I get too close. It is different iwth most people, but at times I am unaware of how close I am getting physically. Yesterday I was at the gym and talked briefly with a couple of young ladies and felt they wanted me gone for some reason. When I would try too hard I would be overbearing, by wanting to talk or get to know the person, I wopuld scare her away so she would not want to be around me. Then I would be too couscous, because I want to take my time and slloe hrt yo know me. I always struggle with making that balance. There are my disabilities, which can be intimidating. Most women seem to be scared of me cause of the fear of my limitations. My one friend I had been talking to believes the man should be the provider, in which I agree. I don't know if I could be the sole provider. In today's time both would have to be provide. I thikd there is the fear of having a mare that is not as the protector really harms my chances. I am not very tall and I am blind.deaf. So, often we ask what benefits we can get out of a person than how can I be a helper to someone. For once I want a chance to be loved by a wife and I want to love her. I tried dating sites, but all fell on deaf ear. This is a short post asking for prayer. I do need a helper. I keep thinking about what would happen when I am done with scgiik I can't drive or get to places like most people. There are other fears that cross my mind. I believe God provides for all my needs. He has helped me overcome many things. in wich people said was impossible. Yes, I pray to be content. Just pray for me. I know some are going there Jason goes again talking about how he is lonely and needs someone. Don't judge until you walk a mile in someone else's shoes. God bless. Jason. Post Reply
AHeartUnderWords View Profile History	Understand woment? Posted : 7 Aug, 2012 07:30 PM I will pray for you, Jason. It sounds like you've had a hard road, one few others would be able to bear if they were to take it up themselves. And certainly do not think less of your desire to have a companion; we were made to have help, and few are the ones that can shirk that need. I'll not pretend to know what it is like to walk in your shoes, and though I cannot begin to know your road, I can pray that the Lord makes it easier for you. Keep your head up, man. Through all things, Christ, who bears us up when all else falls away. Post Reply
View Profile History	Understand woment? Posted : 4 Oct, 2012 06:41 PM I'm not a young adult, but I am praying for you Jason. You sound like a wonderful, loving Christian man. And I hope in God's good timing, He will find you that special happiness, that you are looking for. God bless you and your ministry. Post Reply