Author	Thread: 1st day of school jitters/anxiety/meltdown
Admin	1st day of school jitters/anxiety/meltdown Posted : 19 Sep, 2010 01:26 PM I'm having so much anxiety right now about starting school tomorrow. I don't know what's wrong w/ me; I don't remember having this much anxiety 13 years ago when I was a freshman. I'm just so overwhelmed and don't know what to do. I haven't looked at a fashion/beauty magazine in forever and don't even know what I should look like for tomorrow morning. Is curly hair even in right now? My hair is naturally curly but maybe I should straighten it. And what if my morning sickness is too bad to even leave the house tomorrow? Or, what if I throw up in front of everyone in class? And I have like a gazillion messenger bags and big purses and a backpack, but I don't know which one to use. I don't know if I should go w/ something trendy and young to blend in, or if I should go w/ something more mature since I am 31 and older than probably almost everybody on campus. And is it okay to not wear makeup? Will people think I'm a slob if I don't wear it? And I don't know what I should wear... Jeans and a sweater maybe... ? I'm so fat and ugly in everything right now. I wish I could just wear a barrel to class. And what if nobody talks to me? Or what if too many talk to me and they all think I'm weird? And what if I'm just too stupid to do this? I mean, I haven't been to college in 10 years. Maybe I've lost some intelligence? On the upside, I discovered that they have a Campus Crusade for Christ chapter on this campus, which I was really excited about. But I emailed the club president on Thursday to get details and she hasn't emailed me back yet =( Maybe I came across sounding totally weird? I'm going to have a total meltdown over here... Post Reply
Tulip89 View Profile History	1st day of school jitters/anxiety/meltdown Posted : 21 Sep, 2010 12:11 PM Told you it wouldn't be that big a deal! Post Reply

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