I have anxiety please pray for me

Posted : 21 Mar, 2014 07:39 PM

I have anxiety of a very stressful month coming up. June is going to be to be very stressful. In June my little brother is graduating so that'll be emotional. My little brother will also be moving into a home cause of his sever autism. My little sister will also be moving away to live with my Nana in Canada. My Nana will also be visiting for two weeks. Last time my Nana visited was for Christmas a couple years ago and she visited three weeks and that whole time every day constantly I was persecuted by her and the rest of my family for three weeks straight the only time they stopped was when they slept. And I'm not joking or exaggerating. Ruined my Christmas it was horrible. Plus I was forced for many days to sit with my Nana and do literally nothing while the other family members went and did stuff. I wasn't allowed to do anything at all no matter what it was and if I tried to find something to do I was punished for it. And with all their persecution I was not allowed to respond or react or say anything at all I had to just take it. It's gonna be to much for me. Not only will I have to deal with my step-dad's bi-polar manic depression and alcohol abuse but also him calling me 80% on a daily basis and my brother and sister moving away and the persecution and if its gonna be anything like it was on Christmas I will have a meltdown. I'm gonna crash. There is no way I can handle all that. I'm already making plans to try to save up so I can stay at a nearby hotel if I have to. Because there is no way I can stay calm and happy with all that happening to me at once its to much I can't handle all that. So please pray for me on this I'll be asking again in June closer to the time.

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