I've had a crush on the character Sherlock Holmes since I was 13 years old and I still have a crush on him to this day and I'm now 26 years old. In all my teen years I would read the mysteries daily. Anyways when I got into recovery at Church I stopped reading and watching Sherlock Holmes as it had become an idol an obsession I was getting to attached. Thing is even though I stopped reading and watching Sherlock Holmes he still came to mind every once in a while and I missed him as if he were an actual person. Then recently around Halloween I started watching the mysteries again and I'm more attached to him then ever. I've actually prayed for GOD to make Sherlock Holmes real a few times. I know I need to stop watching Sherlock Holmes but I feel like I need him. And I like thinking about him. I often think about what a relationship with him would really be like. If he were actually real I think I really would fall in love with him. I can stop watching Sherlock Holmes but I can't stop the feelings I have for him and I don't know what to do. Please pray for me over this cause I need to stop feeling what I feel for him because he isn't real. I won't be able to let go of him ever no matter how long I don't watch him or read the mysteries unless the feelings I have for him go away so please pray that GOD will take the feelings away.