Author	Thread: Please pray for me
Admin	Please pray for me Posted : 4 May, 2013 08:13 PM I need help. I feel needy for an earthly father all the time. I want an earthly father all the time. Every time I read about a father daughter relationship or I see a father with his little girl each time it feels like someone is putting a dagger into my chest. I feel the pain of having no earthly father all the time. I daydream and picture alot in my head having an earthly father that I want and need and what that might be like. But I feel guilty each time I do that. I feel guilty for wanting and needing an earthly father all the time. I prayed last night in tears to GOD because of how guilty I feel about wanting and needing an earthly father. But I can't stop. I can't help myself. I'm in Celebrate Recovery and been goin 3 years in June and been workin my program for this problem and its still here. I used to get drunk to forget the pain of not having an earthly father. I sometimes still get tempted to do that. Even though the daydreaming and drunkenness don't solve the problem they are however a temporary solution. In my daydreams in the moment thinking of my earthly father I'll admit it feels good. It feels good. It's just afterwards I feel bad. I know GOD is my Heavenly Father and I know He loves me. I know He's better then an earthly father He can't make mistakes, He won't hurt me, He won't abandon me, He won't reject me, He will always have time for me, I can talk to Him anytime anywhere about anything and He will always listen to me and He will always love me. But there are some things He doesn't do because He's not in human form on earth anymore and that's the problem. Please pray for me. Post Reply
PrincipeMx View Profile History	Please pray for me Posted : 1 Jun, 2013 10:42 PM "When my father and my mother forsake me, then the LORD will take me up". Psalms 27:10 Even if God is not in physical form in front of you He want you fill your needs of a Father. I know the best thing you can do is keep praying, pray and pray and pray. i know He will work on your heart and He will do something. Just don't stop praying! I am with you sister. Please dont let yourself to fall, keep praying! I will do it too. Post Reply