Author	Thread: I need a lot of prayer please.
Messenger11 View Profile History	I need a lot of prayer please. Posted : 17 Sep, 2012 09:10 PM Hi, I've never done this before, but I need help so very much. A quick overview of the situation is this... I've been a very strong Christian until the last year. I got divorced last Oct...since then I've gone from teaching the adult men's Sunday School in my ex-s church, to hardly going to church at all. I know that in itself is bad and probably what has created the rest of my problems... Since then, I've been involved with 4 different women...and I've had sex with each one (a bg sin!). Something I didn't do with my ex-wife until we were married. I'm so ashamed to admit this...but the Lord knows. Here is where it gets worse...I'm a very caring person. I try and help pretty much everyone in need. The middle two gave me this story about how they knew they needed to change their life, that they knew that God had sent me into their life and wanted to have a life together with me. They both lied to me about being on drugs (I'd never been involved with anyone on drugs in my life "I'm 55" before). Anway, between paying for medical care, prescription drugs, clothes, etc. I spent appr. $10,000.00 on them and a child each had (Yes I need to have STUPID tatooted on my forehead). So not only did I sin sexually, I was deceived by two women for a lot of money (yes it could have been worse-this happened over about a 3 month period), but one of them I still have feelings for.... Anyway, I do try and pray and ask the Lord for help, for foregiveness, and help me grow even stronger in my Christian walk than ever before. But I am so hurt, lonely, depressed, angry, etc. with all that I've done, that I'm not getting my life back. Satan, is really hitting me where I'm the weakest and I need prayer to but a hedge of protection around me. To strengthen me, and to bring the Godly wife I have wnated my entire life to me. Please help me. I'm desperant. I feel like just giving up on life (no I would never commit suicide). I just mean on work, life, trying to find anyone, everything. Help me find a new church that I need to be in, and most important help me get my close relationship back with the Lord. Thanks and God Bless! Darrell Post Reply
View Profile History	I need a lot of prayer please. Posted : 17 Sep, 2012 09:16 PM Brother Darrell, Feel free to contact me here privately. I think that I might be able to be of some help to you brother. Post Reply
View Profile History	I need a lot of prayer please. Posted : 26 Sep, 2012 12:23 PM I will keep you in my prayers, Darrell. God bless. Post Reply
View Profile History	I need a lot of prayer please. Posted : 2 Oct, 2012 07:30 AM my brother- the enemy comes to steal, kill, and destroy. Jesus came that you may have life more abundantly. I encourage you to humble- your heart and mind before the most high God that you may find grace in mercy in time of need. Simple get on your knees and confess before God that you messed up(envision yourself before the throne of God and your life is being reviewed, now watch the scene - you sinned- but the face of the other person(s) who sinned with you are not seen.) because each person will give an account themselves it is not group trial) Educate yourself -read roman 14 chapter-this will help with the healing process- a wife is a co-labor with you when you override good biblical information you are saying I am going to do this. No sin - just overtakes you Post Reply