I was crushed.......

Posted : 12 Oct, 2011 01:21 PM

Hello brothers and sisters,



Ok, Here it is. I need alot of prayer. I most recently had pulled my profile from this site, due to someone attacking me emotionally and causing divisions in the chat room that I have been going into almost daily for over a year. The ones I thought were my true friends abandoned me and blocked me out of their life, due to this person's deceit and lies. It crushed me, I didnt defend myself as I feel I should not have to. When Christ stood in front of certain accusers he stayed silent..I felt GOd telling me to take that approach. Well I reactivated my profile and not for the purpose of dating but because I wanted to be able to go back to chat. However I dont think I can enter the room knowing these two individuals have crushed me the way they did. If it had been the truth, then I would take my pride and deal with it..but it was not based off of truth I will not reveal the details as this would make me a gossiper,..but how do I get over wanting to see my other friends in the room, without being hurt knowing now that I had e-mails forwarded to me , that "others" now also have gossiped....It is devastating to be hurt like this. We know this is only chat, and its an online thing but when your already a bruised reed, its hard to not become crushed even if it is online. So would you all pray for me? God bless you and keep you and keep your eyes on the one who loves you Uncondtionally..... In Christ Lucy

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