my life has sucked from the beginning. abusive parents, no friends, i wasn't allowed to talk as a kid let alone have friends. pulled from school so i'm poorly educated to say the least. about 10 or 8 years ago I escaped my abusive family only to find making friends and meeting people is impossible. no matter how hard i try im never good enough for a simple hello back. infact the most human interaction i had in years was on this forum, and it's not for the lack of trying elsewhere or in person.
i never had anyone in my life and im becoming extremely suicidal since realizing god's plan for me to suffer alone in misery with nothing to live for.
i really don't feel like i'll be around much longer, i truly don't have anything to live for. no family, no friends, nothing. maybe someone here would notice if i'm gone??? maybe, likely wishful thinking 🤷♂️
For we brought nothing into the world, and we can take nothing out of it.
There are people a whole lot further in debt than what you speak.
I myself am further in debt.
God's grace is sufficient for you.
The Lord will sustain you.
Rebuke the Devil. Remind him where he's going.
Put away those thoughts on suicide.
Seek help if you need it.
Julie Andrews sang, "When the dog bites. When the bee stings. When I'm feeling bad, I simply remember my favorite things and then I don't feel so sad."
The Bible says, Philippians 4:8, "whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things."
Galatians 5:22-23 says that "the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law."
Enjoy a walk!
Enjoy some delicious watermelon.
Jesus did not jump, and we should not either.
Matthew 4:5-7
Then the devil took him to the holy city and had him stand on the highest point of the temple. “If you are the Son of God,” he said, “throw yourself down. For it is written:
“‘He will command his angels concerning you, and they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.’”
Jesus answered him, “It is also written: ‘Do not put the Lord your God to the test.’”
Luke 4:9-12 tells it also.
God brought you into the world. Let him take you out.
God does not need your help in such matters.
Show more respect for God.
Do not give into the Devil.
Go outside and get some fresh air.
Listen to some uplifting music.
Pen down some ideas on how to deal with things.
Do not worry. Jesus says not to worry. Do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow has enough concerns of its own. God feeds the sparrows, and he surely cares for you.