This is no joke on this day...some call April Fool's...
On this day...5 years ago I called out to Papa God to help me guitar smoking. I begged Him to do something because I was killing my self.
It was a Sunday...I was out of $$$...and was going to ask my neighbor if I could borrow $20...2 packs of cheap smokes $5 in my pocket and $5 in the gas tank.
I got to the door...and realized...I wasn't just lieing to God...but to my self...
I went to bed discusted.
The next day at work at 3:30 pm....it dawned on me...
I had no thought or desire from the moment I awoke
I hit my knees and said..."Papa you Rock"!!!...
Thank you Papa for your Mercy and Grace...Thank you for sending your Son! Thank you Yahshua/Jesus for redeeming me!!!...