Saying farewell....

Posted : 5 Mar, 2015 03:42 AM

Hello,

First of all, i never thought to log here just to find a way to leave europe ( i am on my way leaving soon anyways) ! New chapter in my life ! Than, i was keep coming back on this site, and probably this time it is the last one, no matter what. I got at least 2 wonderful friends here ...we still keep in touch, even from a far ! Hope we can meet face to face one day. What makes me still wonder it is that after years, and i mean years i see same guys, with same picture in here. ( a recent pictures i think it could make a difference). Makes me think that even some people were dating and experiencing big time that end to a marriage ( or nice friendships), mostly are still looking, searching or just...giving up the online dating. I have learn a lot, still do, from this site, even my english got better :)

A time ago i had a dream ( i notice many of my dreams become true..) that i was marring someone i never saw his face in my dream. It was an excited dream as i was saying " i am marrying..." and i pronounced his name ...didnt meet a guy with tht name in real , not yet . ( i am not telling the name lol :). Of course, i wouldnt do tht in real, no one can do this, right? But i thought how much i trust on God for the things that i can not see but still waiting to receive them? And wanting to receive them? And sometime i reject the blessings because i dont see how they look like ? I want to share my life with someone but if its not my destiny than i will and i am finding a way to be, to feel complete in my Lord and focus on things that matter the most. And Proclaiming His Glory on earth ! Keep doing the things i do better and better...:)

I wish all of you to experience unforgettable stories here and outside of this site. I have also a very sad story that i cant do anything about it anymore because it is too late! But that made me think deeper and longer before i would take a decision that have no way back. I know distances and the culture differences its a big deal but when you feel a call, dont reject it...When you come to realized what you might have lost and would be too late, have to live with tht all your life. I got offended here before( I dont mind it ) like this site would be only for people in america, i didnt ask anyone, anything so i hope i dont get here rude replies, in fact no reply at all would be just fine as long as at least one person could be encouraged by my words. There are so many things i can say, i can share, i can learn from others...i went into the bible study chat room, no one really comes there...sad !!

I got nice chat, met nice people for which i am thankful. i thank you all and thanks CDFF. May YHVH God bless you all , Shalom and why not ?.....:) .see you in the New Jerusalem one day!!! Rejoice always in our Lord !!

With love, Maria

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