Thread: My testimony I heard God's voice litteraly
Admin
My testimony I heard God's voice litteraly
Posted : 13 Nov, 2013 10:13 AM
You may ask yourself how I heard the voice of God? It was not in a movie, nor in a something I red but it was clear and clean in my dream. I now understand those in the bible who got scared and hid their faces. when I heard his voice, it was powerful, i was trembling, He has an authority in his voice. How did it happen? What did he said to me?
When I was a small child, I was seeing everything around me and I saw that people were suffering and so was I. I Knew God existed but I refused to believe in him.
I was going to church and I was thinking of movies, singing songs. Thinking about romantic stuff. Everything but the voice of the preacher.
I was listening to soft rock, i was kind of identifying myself to the lyrics. I wanted to commit suicide. I was bullied at school and I hated myself.
one day I changed church and moved to a smaller one. I wanted to sleep but it wasn't possible I felt something was different. The next week I felt bad again and I was unable to sleep so I said to me I would listen though. The preacher said something that changed my life. He said that the suffering on earth was due to the sin of Adam and Eve and that God doesn't punish anyone but it was the consequence of the sin and the wickedness of men and that he sent his son to save us. My eyes were wide open and I said to myself:What??
Just to note, I was already baptized but I did it without understanding anything. The same night I went in my room and for the first time I opened my bible. I started reading it and I was reading E.G.W by the same time. I reached the Exodus where people were punished and I said to myself He's not serious. I was angry. But a love story started, the best of all time. Every week God sent a preacher to talk about what I was asking, it was like he was talking only to me. It was amazing. When I realized that God existed, I began to understand that Satan too, I said to myself, this man won't have a single part of me anymore.
I was praying hard during all the day and I felt a peace that is indescribable, I felt the holy spirit burning inside of me.
I was a dull at school I started to succeed. I was doing sports and whatever I was doing I was great. I gain self confidence.
Every night I was dreaming of Him, of Angels. He showed me things. How people were lost even at church. I said to me that I was saved, I talked to Jesus.
It was magic, I felt like I was already in heaven and people were seeing it. Everyone said that I changed. I was not watching T.V and listening to music of the world, I was just reading and praying, writing letters to God and poems.
Then I changed school, I remember I was sitting in a room and I asked God to give me faith. Five of my friends: muslim, Catholic and indian were listening to me. Their Eyes were wide open. They missed the break time to listen to the Gospel and my testimony.
Then I met a guy, the most handsome one at school. He started to pay attention to me. Always looking at me, he showed me clearly he was interested. I stopped reading the bible and books and started thinking about him, He filled my attention. I was slipping slowly.
One day, I dreamed and I saw a temple which was very dirty and at the end of the temple there was a small room. a great light appeared and a voice said to me:Is it your temple? I said yes and he replied: clean it up!
From that day, other men took my attention and it was difficult for me to keep my attention on God.
I stopped to read the bible and Satan started to manifest himself physically and in my dreams. I reached a point where I didn't want to pray at all because he was persecuting me every night even during the day sometimes.
I decided to work for God. I wanted to study and to have my doctorate. At 18 my uncle told me to come to his place and to work for God, my dad accepted but I met someone and decided to stay. It was hell on earth.
At 23 years old I heard the call of God and went to study Theology. It was a nightmare, Satan tempted me on so many things but I drew closer to God.
Here is a resume of my spiritual journey, There's so much to say but there's not enough pages.
God never forsake me. I would like to share three things God said to me so often that it is deep in my heart: I love you, you are special, I'm with you everyday till the end.
Thanks for sharing! When I was a new Christian coming home from Church some 34 years ago I heard "Be still and know that I am God". I'm like okaay.. next day I'm reading my bible and as I'm reading Psalms... 46 10 !!! I've had many visions, dreams. I've seen some fantastic visions. The day before the planes hit the towers I saw a AA plane careening into the street I'm like Lord is a plane gonna crash? I've seen so much.
I just loved your testimony, me too i heard the voice of God.
I've on a retreat for 3 days, finished on Friday, and i was telling myself i'm not going to church on Sunday, Sundays i use to get up at 8 to prepare for church seeing it's a long way to go.
I was still sleeping that sunday morning and i just heard a sweet but powerful voice "apprend la parole et la parole t'affranchira, Esa�e.
I jumped out of that bed, shower and ran to church, it was 10 in the morning