Not A Doormat

Posted : 5 Sep, 2012 02:50 PM

I wanted to be a loving wife

instead I got trouble, toil and strife

I was raised to be a good woman of God

Instead my husband wanted women that were bad

exciting and fun he said but not me

but Jesus helped me and cared

counting every tear

and when my husband died in a drunken car crash

I cried three days for his dreams

for his choices so wrong

to deny Jesus when he used to know him

to turn against his kids and wife

and leave us even try to kill us

yet we live

but something in me has died

I wanted to greet him with open arms

my kids like kittens waited till alal hours for some love

I pray he was sorry and God took him above

I wanted to help him and share his dreams

not have him do abominable things

I forgive him because it is people who are used

to hurt the ones that love them

I know of many beautiful women who rich or poor were used as doormats by the door

just as I was before

Jesus said husbands love your wives and be not bitter against them

I think that is an example for all christians

I pray for the wives, the children, and the husbands and I know that the family unit when strong is vital to America

and what we are

what we say and choose to do

affects more than we know

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