Author	Thread: My story............
Admin	My story............ Posted : 29 Dec, 2012 04:27 AM I am engaged to a Lady who lives 7000 miles away from me. We are planning to be married in May of this year. We have a relationship beyound what my heart could have imagined. It will be 2 years for us this January. We met here in this site. Here is my path God ordained for me leading up to finding my hearts desire............. Post Reply
View Profile History	My story............ Posted : 24 Mar, 2013 05:28 AM Shortly after she had moved out I discovered she had a boy friend. Anyone who understands the feeling of betrayal in this knows the hurt. Even in this deep betrayal I took it to God and related with Jesus in His betrayal from His own creation. Think of the Love Jesus has for His creation only for us to turn against Him and spit and crucify Him to death. When we look to the guilt of others know this ��. We too are guilty in some way with Jesus. None is righteous none is without sin. Finding forgiveness for my rejection and unfaithfulness with God who more jealously love me more than I could ever love a woman. He waits for us, He longs for us�.. Like my ex, we allow other lovers to come and interfere with our hearts before God. Work, children, entertainment, etc all become distractions preventing us from intimacy and relating with the God who loves us. These things become hiding places. We go their thinking we are escaping from the thing we are trying to run from but that thing is us, our own hearts. Our own wicked and rebellious hearts. Now during this time we were ordered for counseling as a family. Mostly my wife and I spent sessions together. In these sessions we talked about Bernard also. My wife was filing divorce papers once again against me. Where as the other time I refused to sign them this time I had one condition before signing them. My condition was that they would agree that Bernard my self and one of the pastors of our church would have a meeting together. That my wife myself and a pastor would have a meeting also. They agreed for these meetings. I wanted to confront Bernard with a witness since he professed to be a Christian as well. How does a Christian come between a man and his wife? I wanted for my wife to hear from the mouth of a godly woman. The meetings were arranged and I first met with Bernard. I had in our meeting confronted him on the reality of Heather being my wife and what business does he have in coming between us? I confronted him in the reality if she would be unfaithful to me why not him? I confronted him in the reality of their adultery. In how can a Christian do this to another believer, a brother in Christ? I confronted him and he sat with smug pride and justified his actions. It was like talking to a brick wall. Lifeless and hard. Well at least I was able to have my say and I did. In the meeting with Heather my wife I asked Frank the pastor that we would allow the women to speak only. Since scripture tell us that the older women teach the younger. I also did not want my wife to feel threatened by being ganged up by two men. So we sat and listened and my heart was filled by what this woman said to my wife in encouragement of our relationship. Listening to this godly woman made my heat hunger for such a woman. I had hoped and prayed that God would lead my wife to become such a woman of honor. This meeting was my last silent attempt to do everything in my power to lead my wife out of the destructive path she was walking heading toward the pit of hell. My last attempt that she would find conviction and repent of her ways. This was not so, she was equally hardened and walled off as her counterpart that she found refuge in. Two hardened individuals living a lie. So the meeting was over and I signed the papers as I had promised. And the journey continues���. Post Reply
View Profile History	My story............ Posted : 24 Mar, 2013 06:02 AM Anyone who has gone through a divorce knows now the legal part comes into play. Custody, child support, visitation rights, divorce agreement, division of assets. These things all require legal help and cost lots of money. So here we are poor individuals spending time and money to divide our family. Spending emotional energy and loads of time dividing our family. Tell me what sense this makes? If we spent the amount of time and energy trying to save and restore our marriage that we spent in dividing our family what a relationship we would and could have had, right? The senseless act of legal divorce makes no sense to me what so ever. It is insane��� But this is the path that she has chosen and I had no choice but to walk it. The difference is she walked it with mortal man and I was walking it with immortal, all powerful, God of creation. Who do you think stood victorious? I remember the first time I had to go to the court house with my lawyer. The woman lawyer Gene, a bull dog of a woman represented me. Walking into the courthouse not knowing what to expect. I was good at self composure but inside I was terrified. She went into the conference with Heathers lawyer. I sat out side looking around and laid my head back onto the wall and began to pray. I began to pray and listen to God in the midst of the raging storm inside of me, FEAR�.. I began to bring my fear before God and seek His help and guidance to over come it. You can see on the faces of every individual the same defeat and depression. After God began to renew my mind and I realized that I probably could be the very single person who knew Jesus in this building I began to pray for everyone. I began with my ex and her lawyer. I prayed for my lawyer. I prayed for those sitting across from me. I prayed for the whole building. I prayed for Gods will to be done. The faith and trust of God came rushing into me like a river of living water. This was the most amazing of time I had with God in a public place. My soul became so renewed that it overflowed with joy. My countenance became as a light shining in the night sky. I wondered what those onlookers truly had seen as my face went from death to life and the glory of God shown upon me. Because of my prayers the Glory of God filled this depressing place. Well Gene came out from the meeting. She was ecstatic with life. She said to me you will not believe what happened in the meeting. I said try me. Well she went on to tell me the things that brough such great excitement to her and I asked her this question. I asked do you know what I was doing while you were in there? She replied no. I told her how I was praying. She replied well it worked���.Glory to God in the highest peace on earth good will toward men��. On the way out of the court house we talked more and she began to open up to me and ask for prayer for some situations in her life. These was the beginning of seeing Gods favor upon my situation and life for seeking Him and desiring to follow Him. You see the old saying is true JOY Jesus, others and you. If you seek to gain your life you will loose it but if you loose it for Christ�s sake you will find it. Where are you today in your situation? Satisfying self or seeking to please God and Jesus His Son? Post Reply

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