Author	Thread: Understaning my animus: What do I need to change about myself?
Admin	Understaning my animus: What do I need to change about myself? Posted : 13 May, 2011 02:53 AM This is a little bit of a hard post for me to write. After some counseling in the past two years a social worker told me that I had animus and I have been deeply examining myself ever since. I've always been a person of great introspection but this has been very deep for I really care about becoming a better person and changing my personality in a positive way. I recently did 8 weeks in a Pure Heart class at Church and think that I have discovered that at the root of my problem is my anger toward God regarding my frustration about why God would create me with a disability that has effected my life so much. I don't know exactly why I am posting this except to say that I think God wants me to warn you and or help you help me in dealing with this situation. A few years ago I completely realized that I was in a mental shift of personality and I think I was just mad because of the years that I had tried so hard to be a good guy while being rejected by so many women. Or I was rejecting them. I don't know which. I realize that this is probably going to have the opposite effect of trying to project myself as a good catch. But I want to be honest about what is going on in my life. I think I am understanding that I have been hurting God by my attitude toward him. I just don't know how to see him yet. What do I need to change about myself? Post Reply
shalom716 View Profile History	Understaning my animus: What do I need to change about myself? Posted : 14 May, 2011 10:25 AM First I'd just like to say that it takes courage to admit our weakness, but God's word says, "In our weakness, HIS strength is made perfect" By exposing the lies that the enemy tries to tell us, it shines light on it and it loses its power over us. I would not have even known what animus was, up until recently. I had to look it up for an English paper I was working on. The psychiatrist will try to tell you things from a worldly perspective, but God is the GREAT PHYSICIAN, and he is your HEALER. The enemy's motive is to steal, kill and destroy, and he is wants to rob us of our position in Christ. We are children of the KING. God loves us the way we are, yes we have to make changes and the Holy Spirit convicts and shows us how. We are in a spiritual battle, and it is real, but God is all powerful, all knowing, all present. I would think you need to be delivered from a spirit of anger. Seek ye first the kingdom of God and HIS righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you. God will then bring the right lady into your life as you seek him first, read and meditate on his word for healing. God Bless Post Reply
View Profile History	Understaning my animus: What do I need to change about myself? Posted : 16 May, 2011 01:02 PM Well I don't really know if it is Animus. Anger or what ever. But frustration form being labeled with a Disability. It seems that no matter what I try I am still bound by my disability. Trapped. So I guess I can release in Animus when I am too tired to maintain myself. But I think over all that the Animus , if that is what it is, is from the disability or being labeled with the disability. I just recently told a disability job developer that I am so very tired of this disability. Post Reply