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TO THE MAN WHO'S BRAVE ENOUGH TO LOVE ME
Posted : 4 Jan, 2020 10:07 AM

I am writing this letter in the hopes that in the future, when its God's perfect time you'll be able to read this. Let me start this by saying sorry, I'm sorry it won't be easy loving a girl like me who's mentally unstable. I'm sorry I am not the perfect girl you have always wanted



I have my flaws, I make mistakes, I have insecurities, fears and weaknesses, I have scars on my heart. I just hope you'd be able to accept them. I hope you'll love me with all my imperfections.



There will be times I am super sensitive, fragile and emotional please don't turn your back on me during these times. There will be times I would think I am not good enough but please tell me I am more than enough for you.



There will be times I would doubt you or your love for me but all you need to do is reassure and show me, let me know I'm the one you really love. There will also be times I would ignore you, your texts,chat, calls or even block you but please don't give up.



I can be annoying at times, I can be difficult and stubborn at times but never get tired and never give up on me.



I've been through a lot, there are times I am suicidal, and if that happens talk to me. Please don't laugh at me when I tell you I'm welcoming death and instead of thinking 'this girl is crazy' just Help me.



Stick by my side and love me not just on good times but also during the hard times. I hope you will also fall in love with the suicidal-depressed-anxious-clingy-possessive girl in me. I hope you'll held all the pieces of my broken self and still call me beautiful.



Spoil me and I will spoil you more. Love me and I will love you deeper.



I don't give up. I'll never give up. I can keep my promises so please keep yours also. I love hard and deeply. I love selflessly and unconditionally.



Cherish me, I'm worth it and give me the Love I deserve.



Sincerely,

The Girl who deserves everything.

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TO THE MAN WHO'S BRAVE ENOUGH TO LOVE ME
Posted : 16 Feb, 2020 05:45 AM

I'm 39 and I have been competing in strongman competitions for 20 years, I have been lifting weights since I was 9.. I'm 6'0 and 300 lbs.. I also do boxing for a local armature league in my town.. it helps that I'm 3 times the size of my opponents for the most part..



I always felt I was invincible until I was matched up in the ring against a young 19 year old Marine who is no bigger then 5'10 and about 190 lbs..



I thought I could take him since he was tiny next to me.. but I was dead wrong.. he toyed with me for a minute, but then he got serious and when he did, his punches felt like death and I became scared for my life.. I was kissing his feet.. he broke my jaw and cheek bone and they had to stop the fight to save me.. the fight lasted less then 2 rounds.. I was just so glad when it was over...

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