God got someone special for you.

Posted : 27 May, 2014 10:12 PM

I used to hear this statement a lot. I waited and tried to find that special lady. I love the Lord, but to most women that does not matter unless you have a certain look or personality. You have to be like those guys in the movies or some singer that had little or no talent.



I had some guy claim he has put a curse on me claiming that no woman can ever love me. I brushed it off in the name of Jesus, but I wonder if that had anything to do with all of the struggles I had with women.



Some have claimed I am too nice, while others say I come on too strong. When I did try to get to know someone other women would tell her that I was no good, and that she should ignore me like they do.



I never understood why it is so hard for me. I tried telling my story of how Jesus helped me overcome many things due to my limitations. I had some women say they liked my story, but did not care to know who I am.



When I tried to be friendly with some women they think I had some other ideas or assume I am fake. God mad me who I am, and I am not perfect.



None are perfect, for we all struggle with various things. I am letting off some steam right now. I saw a post on FB were another friend who is the same age talked about soulmates, and how people used to tell him that God had someone for him.



I believe God has somone for me, but I am fearful that we live in a time when people are shortsighted and refused to look at me for who I am, and what God has done for me. I used to think that God would bring someone in my life. I don't know why I am writing this on here. Maybe, it is to speak to that Godly lady out there or if she is even on this site.



God bless,



JG

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