Author	Thread: 50/50
Admin	50/50 Posted : 28 Sep, 2011 11:40 PM So much of my life has been built on relationships that have torn me away from God and who i am as his daughter. i've been the type of women that would settle for less and in return be abused, emotionaly, physicaly. and sad to say sexualy, I never knew i was a Princess of God for i never met a man who treated me like one. So filled with insecurities and fear of never being loved I clinged to what i thought was love but wasn't instead i got manipulated, used and crushed. then one day i promised God that i would give up my search for wordly happiness and seek his joy and Glory. And i will tell you I never knew what love truely was untill then. But Sadley i looked to the left and there was the accuser there to tempt me again i tried to fight but i gave in and my love for My heavenly groom was never the same. So now i seek that love again to be rekindled by my First Love:hearts: Post Reply
View Profile History	50/50 Posted : 10 Nov, 2011 12:28 AM Wow, you seem like you have been through it. I saw a couple of your other posts too. I will tell you quite honestly that at one point in my life I totally hardened my heart, so I would not feel what you are describing, but it is not worth it. You are beautiful spiritually and physically. So remember when the pain comes embrace it as a gift from God; without it you would not have love nor eternity. It is refining you for your true love to come, and when that happens all you have been through will seem insignificant. And also you have all those pics of you, and they are great, but there is only one with a little smile. Take a picture of you happy and post that : ) God Bless Justified Post Reply