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The Children of God, respond to her please!
Posted : 22 May, 2011 07:39 AM
Brothers and sister,
I would like to ask you to address in your messages to this lady who claims to be a Christian. I think she needs your support. I will forward her your posts:
About her:
I used to believe like you. I have been both a christian and a muslim.
and fundamentalist in both for that matter!
While I questioned the hatred and the judgement of others, in both
faiths, I still held tight to many of the fairytales, mostly because I
1. Was afraid of hell
2. Afraid I might make a mistake and sin
3. would pray on my face so hard and long my sinuses hemmoraged.
What a pretty sight, eh? What a devout and faithful servant of god.
I had so many prophetic visions and dreams, that if I had a dollar
for each one, id be rich right now! LOL they all came to pass, some
good, mostly bad ones. And then, after forsaking ALL, starving, sick,
and NOONE helped me, I was accused of being a witch!
Both in xianity AND islam, I had folks tell me I had the path of a prophet.
Well call me Jonah baby, cuz screw that! LOL
call me thomas, cuz until God or jesus or mo comes down and
talks to me face to face, I can no longer believe in this farce.
I suffered WAY TOO MUCH, sacrificed WAY TOO MUCH, lost everyone
I loved to follow these pathes, only to be left empty, sick, poverty stricken,
lonely, and in continuous pain. And still expected to tithe, do that zakat
sssshit, etc etc. It was all about "take take take" and I never got anything
in return except some really sssshitty dreams and visions lol.
Her response to Chuck: I�ve been down that "crossroads" so many times, my feetprint are permanent indentations there lol.
I am tired of being thrown puzzle pieces with all the main pieces
not in the bunch, missing, like its a big joke for me to try to figure
everything out.
I have sat still and KNOW he WAS god. And all i got was silence, and
then some more really sssshitty visions and dreams lol.
I had converted my closet, LITERALLY into a prayer closet, and spent
most of my waking hours in there, when I wasnt at work or church, along
with endless hours of study. Things noone could see, I didnt want anyone
to know or see. it wasnt about that at all! It was about doing everything
possible in my capacity to show god I was still serving him INSPITE of the
sssshit life that kept kicking my in the butt. To say I "grovelled" before god
is an understatement. So how dare you judge me? who the �. are you?
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