Author	Thread: To a certain someone
az130 View Profile History	To a certain someone Posted : 28 Mar, 2011 10:15 PM When I say, "I love you," it's not because I want you or because I can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You're a hell of a woman. I fear that someday time would keep us apart & you might forget me, but before it happens, I hope that you have felt, even for a single chance that I have cared for you best way I know! Can�t find a reason why God gave you to me. But that�s not a question to be asked. May be question is how did God knew that I needed someone like you I can never love enough, I can never give enough of what you need, I can never sense what's needed when most needed. I know it�s not good enough. I'm not good enough but I Love You so much. Though I haven�t told you how much I care, how much you mean to me, it's not a good thing to say that I don�t value you, if you only know how much I fear losing you then, you'll understand how much I care. I heard someone whisper your name, but when I turned around to see who it was, I was alone. Then I realized that it was my heart telling me that I miss all the times back when we were together, if I ever truly had you. I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories that I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old, the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you. Despite the way things seem right now, I am hurting inside. I am still me, even if I try to push you away, I still love you. Please don't judge me. I STILL LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL. In the sun you eyes will always shine... funny to think that you will never be mine. I can fill a thousand pages telling you how I feel and you still would not understand. So now I leave without a sound, except my heart shattering as it hits the ground. You must think I'm pretty pathetic in trying to keep and pursue someone that's never coming back.... I guess all I'm trying to say in all this is... I love you and care baout you./ so much... :'( Post Reply
Juno20 View Profile History	To a certain someone Posted : 30 Mar, 2011 10:25 PM sounds like ure trying to get a girl thats either pretending to like u, out of ur league or is hanging around with u out of pure sympathy.... its always liek that Post Reply
View Profile History	To a certain someone Posted : 5 Apr, 2011 02:45 PM Sounds like you managed to pull a girl since your my story post. Well done, your on your way! Spend a bit of time analysing what happened during the relationship. Things you might have done wrong, but also times when she was out of order etc. Read between the lines and you will be better next time around. You must have started doing something right to have got in there in the first place. We all get knocked back, as long as you ask why and look for answers you will keep getting on better. Better to have loved and lost, I'd enjoy the break, you'll soon get mugged in again, we all do. Post Reply
View Profile History	To a certain someone Posted : 13 Apr, 2011 04:16 PM this broke my heart (reading this) :(, it does seem she was either with you because she loved the attention not the man (correct me if i'm wrong please), it is so sad to see a couple when only one mate is doing all the "loving" while the other one is only receiving... to me its not a give and take, its a give and give... Please know that tomorrow will be a better day! :) Post Reply