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A servant of God
Posted : 28 Jan, 2011 04:43 PM

My ministry is to care for the people God appoints me too. Usually online people. Prayer, casting out demons, etc. Whatever God says I do. Bi-Polar guy (greatest Christian in the world!), on mend from an unsuccessful back surgery. Things are going from bad to worse. The drugs and pain have him completely unaware of reality. He writes weird messages, Does not answer specific questions, etc. So the Lord dictates a note to him today to rest or he will hurt him self. He had done just the opposite. I have been up in the middle of the night praying for days. Extreemly serious Demonic attack. One thing after another. Over and over again he hurts me but he is my charge. I work for God. We have shared some life nstories, and he leaves normal nice replies to my last two messages. The on from God to rest. Taunting me about walking around the pool. He thinks Jesus will heal him. ( I am worthless) And Mr Snuggle Bear BLOCKED ME!!!! i WAS SO STUNNED THAT HE COULD BE SO COLD, THOUGHTLESS AND CRUEL. I don't even see the purpose? But I hope God will release me from someone so hateful. If this is Christian love I might wanna pass. Can someone help me with this knife in my chest?

BROKEN, BATTERED AND TORN WHILE SNUBBING HIS NOSE AT GOD!

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A servant of God
Posted : 31 Jan, 2011 05:28 PM

Well to be honest it was kinda hard for me to understand this, but I do know if you have a problem with God you should take it up with Him. Everytime I do that I end up destroying the box I put Him in and my faith is increased and he is 100% faithful. I've found it's ok to come to Him mad and upset or worried or unsure or uncertain as long as you see it through. Otherwise it's a waste. But He really is 100% faithful to lovingly correct you. Don't only go so far because you are afraid to tell Him exactly what you honestly think, especially if it is ugly or unpleasant. Hope that helps or makes sense.

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