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Admin	Healing Message Posted : 5 Jan, 2011 01:49 PM I've been trying to get over my first love for a long time and I think tonight I finally have. Today in my journal I was going all out and just griping to God at exactly how I felt and basically it was all His fault for this needless suffering. It was intensly honest and with the exception of that, there where a lot of cynical things in it that I'm really not proud of what I said. Finally I got it all out and felt strongly compelled to pray and listen and just as I did the first thing that ran through my head was "I'M not the one that broke your heart. Ashley was. I was the one good thing about that relationship. Stick with me. I am Love." and then I had a good long restful sleep and vivid dream I don't remember and feel a lot better about it. Kinda like how you do after you cry except I don't think I'm capable of crying unless some one I love dies. Just wanted to share that message for anybody else out there that is confused or hurts too. He's a big God and can understand why we think and feel what we do when things happen. And He can get you back on your feet. In fact He's the only thing. You just have to get off your duff and draw close to Him. The thing about it is what was holding me back was the cynicism. And as much as I wanted to draw close I couldn't change that or make it go away except by saying it and confessing it. Post Reply
shepherdess View Profile History	Healing Message Posted : 5 Jan, 2011 09:56 PM As much as you cared for Ashley, how AWESOME to realize that the God who loves you has someone even better for you. We "see" things so much more clearly on our knees!! God bless you as you wait on Him. Post Reply
stormcountry33 View Profile History	Healing Message Posted : 7 Jan, 2011 11:18 PM thanks for sharing that Brandon....I feel ya bro!! You know what i've been going through and I finally have broken free and realized once again the greatness of God!! Post Reply
View Profile History	Healing Message Posted : 9 Jan, 2011 03:44 AM Thank you for sharing that, Brandon. It is good to talk and He really does feel our pain and suffering. Stay close to Him, He is faithful and guides our steps when we allow Him. Bless ya. :purpleangel: Post Reply
MargoSolo View Profile History	Healing Message Posted : 9 Jan, 2011 09:28 PM Thank you for sharing that Brandon. I can tell you understand the beauty of drawing close to God. There is just something about pouring your heart out before Him, knowing that He understands and hears us, and that He knows and holds all of our days. We can trust in His promise of never forsaking us and being a big God yet willing to care about our little lives. Post Reply
mariavicenta View Profile History	Healing Message Posted : 31 Jan, 2011 09:08 PM yeah we all pass through a lot of trials, pains...brokenhearts.. i myself had discovered hw God made us realized that life without pain, heartaches are not really worth..We may not fully understand it but as we go through, life becomes meaningful when we started believing that there's a reasons behind it..when we started opening our hearts to ACCEPT...without complains...yeah i understand hw it feels to be inlove and got hurt..the greatest lessons ever learned..the Essence of loving! God had His own way of bringing us back to Him..and become much closer to HIm..Sometimes these pains and heartaches are instruments to be one with HIM..to share with Him His great love for us.. Life is love.... and pains, heartaches etc..are part of it!Life must go on..Someone is worth for u..!! God bless us, my friend..and thanks for the posts!! Post Reply
alright2338 View Profile History	Healing Message Posted : 3 Feb, 2011 09:32 PM I am 64 but have had a broken heart for so long, God is the only one who has been my constant help and without God I would not make it in this life. I have not been able to read my bible for a long time, i pick it up and stare at it. I know " Seek Ye First The Kingdom Of God" but with broken emotions it is Hard !! I trust God understands and will once again spark a flame in my heart. Post Reply
Seuss View Profile History	Healing Message Posted : 5 Feb, 2011 06:56 AM I can relate to what you shared. There is healing in the presence of the Lord, if only we seek him every day. We sometimes are confused about what he is doing. One too many times, I have felt as if I am being punished for the bad choices i have made in the past but it is done over back there. I am trying to do better one day at a time. I am divorced twice. I am the kind of person that is willing to stick with it thru thick and thin, but also be there for each other. That is very hard to fine these days. One too many broken hearts, that are not willing to take a chance people that just stay in their comfortable shells where they feel safe. That is not going to help. Anyways, that is all I feel and think about this. Post Reply
samantha14 View Profile History	Healing Message Posted : 5 Feb, 2011 01:16 PM Broken Heart.. they said it is to easy to love and to break someone elses heart.. but when I think of God.. I feel like He mold back my heart in a way that he wants it to be.. Having a broker Heart is not what we thought it is.. but it was what God wants us to be sometime in order for us to renew once more.. to be back into His arms.. :) Post Reply