Author Thread: For the heart broken (including myself) and funn how it is exaclty how i feel
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For the heart broken (including myself) and funn how it is exaclty how i feel
Posted : 28 Dec, 2010 10:02 PM

This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them.And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going.Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay�� But you know it won't. And that�s the truth, it won�t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...

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For the heart broken (including myself) and funn how it is exaclty how i feel
Posted : 29 Dec, 2010 09:10 AM

This is when we need to realize how much the Savior loves us. We have rejected Him, but He will never NEVER leave or forsake us.



We need to look to Him for our Love and to meet our needs. I am working toward Leaning~on Him for All things.

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For the heart broken (including myself) and funn how it is exaclty how i feel
Posted : 30 Dec, 2010 06:43 PM

What Shepherdess said~LIKE. :applause:

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For the heart broken (including myself) and funn how it is exaclty how i feel
Posted : 31 Dec, 2010 11:37 AM

There are a lot of false beliefs in this for one thing, which is probably what makes you so sad. You don't KNOW that won't help, you BELIEVE it won't. Seriously, watch Sienfeld and tell me that doesn't help :) Same with when people tell you things will get better. Allow yourself to feel the way you feel. Don't bottle it up thinking that that is what will make you better. It's ok to be sad. It's ok to let yourself feel however you feel. You can't control it because it's just how you feel. It's energy that needs to get out. Use it to draw strength from and fuel you for good.

And you sound really sad and I'm really sorry that you are and really hope you feel better soon. Just know that everyone gets their heart broken at least once and they're ok more or less, right? So will you.

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For the heart broken (including myself) and funn how it is exaclty how i feel
Posted : 24 Jan, 2011 01:43 PM

Sounds like you were trying to shoot at the moon... find a girl your own caliber.

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