Around the time my soul mate abandoned me I wrote the following.
I hope it may help you as it helped me through a dark period.
God Bless
At the limit of your endurance. At the limit of your patience. Can not see nothing beyond the evil that pervades every facet of life. Believing perhaps that his is really hell on earth. Well if you have started to think that in fact this is hell on earth, give me a minute of your time. No more.
If this is hell on earth, how much worse could hell possibly be?
Here goes; more evil, more bloody, more cowardly, more horrifying, more insufferable, more manipulative, more terrifying, more putrid, more infected, more deviant, more unjust, more cancerous, more terrible, more gangrenous, more immoral, more conceited, more disgusting, more self-centered, more insane, more deathly than your brilliant mind could ever possibly fathom.
Thus, if you are already convinced that hell is on earth, please, please, please consider the probability that your assessment may be irrevocably wrong. Your evaluation of reality is eskewed.
Hell on earth? No.
There is a helping hand willing to pull you out of this un-natural darkness.
For you are a son of God. For you are a daughter of God.
Your resemblance to the Father Almighty is uncanny, and predestined.
Your brilliance is brighter than than a star. Your brilliance renders a supernovae a mere shadow.
May your light shine brighter than all the stars combined.
God loves you. His mercy is greater than your darkest sin.
Do not be afraid for his love for you endures forever and ever, whatever you may have been in your mind.
How has your world come to where you find yourself? Alone? Sorrowful? Angry?
It is they, the fallen, who absolutely and completely delight and revel in your pain and suffering, since their hatred of your life is eternal. And they want you to pay, eternally.
You are a being of clay who received life from the very breath of God himself.
A being of clay, of dirt, exalted above those beings of pure light.
How dare he exalt the dirt above our light, they cried. We were created first! And he loves that dirt more than us, they reasoned.
Therefore, make no mistake, they will do anything to ensure your fall, just as they fell forever from the grace of God, the Father Almighty.
Their deceit and malice seem boundless, such is the fervor of their hatred for you.
A constant barrage of lies, violence, and untruths.
An artillery of demons that prowl the earth seeking the ruin of souls for their own glory. Never yours.
My beloved and besieged brethren, clench your fists, grind your teeth, stand upright, arm yourself with the Word of the Lord and remain steadfast before the evils and temptations set before you.
For God loves you, and he will protect you, for he prepared a place for you even before time began. Doubt this not.
You are an almighty living testament to the eternal glory of the Creator.
Love him. Seek him. Your inheritance is eternal. It is good, and just.
This is who you were always meant to be.
You ask how? I did terrible things? I don�t deserve redemption.
No!
Remember, his grace and his mercy are mightier than your darkest secret, your most reviled sin.
Let it go my brother.
Let it go my sister.
Entrust to the Lord and you will be set free.
Freedom. Freedom. Freedom. As you never knew before.
Your body, free.
Your mind, free.
Your soul, free.
Stand up, be noticed, be loved, eternally.
Your time here is short though you be eternal.
You are greater than the creation.
You are made in his image. In his likeness.
The heavens and earth have no such birthright.
You are greater than the universe, in his love.
Become light. Become saved.
Confess your sins and let Jesus Christ enter your heart.
Let the Holy Spirit guide you in truth, and you will live in the eternal glory of God in heaven, forever and ever.
Claim your birth right. It is yours. It is yours for the taking if only you would take.
I just recently got divorced. The pain and hurt is unreal. I was sobbing to the Lord saying that I will never love anyone else again. However, those feelings have not lasted and God has been with me all the way. No matter how broken hearted we get, God will make all things new my friend. Just give it time. Keep yourself in prayer and try not to dwell on the good things about your ex.
I'm glad I have browsed on this section to read this... it reminds me that God is indeed bigger than any sin, pain and frustration... He will really restore what we have lost into something better than we can ever imagine.