Author	Thread: It's time for me to leave...
Admin	It's time for me to leave... Posted : 17 Sep, 2012 06:23 PM It's time for me to leave...so bye. I needed to talk to "MsMarvel" about something...but oh well. Sadly, I went back and looked at my forum posts from over a year ago...and I don't even recognize the person that I was then. I'm not even the same person anymore. God needed me to have a wife so that my faith wouldn't completely fail. I might not be spending eternity with God...but I'm not going into the fine details. It has something to do with what happened to me after my previous relationship failed. Sometimes a person's life (eternal) depends on the choices other people make. God had finally won me over in June of 2009 when I reached the ability of faith...but after what He allowed to happen, I couldn't help doing what I did...because the trust bond had been broken between God and I. Now the reason I need a wife is because that's probably all I have left...because God doesn't forgive those kinds of sins. :'( I've got news for God though...He will either forgive or I won't accept a wife...which means He will lose His throne to me...and then I'll get my revenge against all my enemies...because I'm not one to be fooled around with like this! I trusted with all my heart...but apparently it didn't mean much to Him. That's one of the main reasons I stopped going to church several months ago...because I don't see the point in being willing to serve someone who won me over just to let me fall. I needed a wife to help me spiritually...so I don't understand why God didn't provide someone that He knew would be there for me. By the way, the young lady God had tried to provide was in fact a "virgin"...so that's not what caused the problem. Also, I didn't ask God specifically for a virgin wife...He chose to try to provide a virgin woman because He knew my beliefs...and He wasn't willing to lose me over something that wasn't worth fighting over. I just wish God had chosen someone else who wouldn't have abandoned me over a non-issue. Anyway, I'm leaving...so bye... Post Reply
View Profile History	It's time for me to leave... Posted : 17 Sep, 2012 06:45 PM Curse God - Praise God - Then Curse God some more. Wow. A lot of confusion happening between your two ears but the alarming part is your total lack of any visible fear of God. You talk of God as though you are his therapist. You put Him on a couch and then psychoanalyze His behavior. I really wonder who you think you are to behave like that. Your recent post history declares a totally warped view of the Almighty. Post Reply
View Profile History	It's time for me to leave... Posted : 17 Sep, 2012 07:01 PM Shall he that contendeth with the Almighty instruct him? he that reproveth God, let him answer it. Job 40:2 JOB 38 2 Who is this that darkeneth counsel by words without knowledge? 3 Gird up now thy loins like a man; for I will demand of thee, and answer thou me. 4 Where wast thou when I laid the foundations of the earth? declare, if thou hast understanding. 5 Who hath laid the measures thereof, if thou knowest? or who hath stretched the line upon it? 6 Whereupon are the foundations thereof fastened? or who laid the corner stone thereof; 7 When the morning stars sang together, and all the sons of God shouted for joy? 8 Or who shut up the sea with doors, when it brake forth, as if it had issued out of the womb? 9 When I made the cloud the garment thereof, and thick darkness a swaddlingband for it, 10 And brake up for it my decreed place, and set bars and doors, 11 And said, Hitherto shalt thou come, but no further: and here shall thy proud waves be stayed? 12 Hast thou commanded the morning since thy days; and caused the dayspring to know his place; 13 That it might take hold of the ends of the earth, that the wicked might be shaken out of it? 14 It is turned as clay to the seal; and they stand as a garment. 15 And from the wicked their light is withholden, and the high arm shall be broken. 16 Hast thou entered into the springs of the sea? or hast thou walked in the search of the depth? 17 Have the gates of death been opened unto thee? or hast thou seen the doors of the shadow of death? 18 Hast thou perceived the breadth of the earth? declare if thou knowest it all. 19 Where is the way where light dwelleth? and as for darkness, where is the place thereof, 20 That thou shouldest take it to the bound thereof, and that thou shouldest know the paths to the house thereof? 21 Knowest thou it, because thou wast then born? or because the number of thy days is great? 22 Hast thou entered into the treasures of the snow? or hast thou seen the treasures of the hail, 23 Which I have reserved against the time of trouble, against the day of battle and war? 24 By what way is the light parted, which scattereth the east wind upon the earth? 25 Who hath divided a watercourse for the overflowing of waters, or a way for the lightning of thunder; 26 To cause it to rain on the earth, where no man is; on the wilderness, wherein there is no man; 27 To satisfy the desolate and waste ground; and to cause the bud of the tender herb to spring forth? 28 Hath the rain a father? or who hath begotten the drops of dew? 29 Out of whose womb came the ice? and the hoary frost of heaven, who hath gendered it? 30 The waters are hid as with a stone, and the face of the deep is frozen. 31 Canst thou bind the sweet influences of Pleiades, or loose the bands of Orion? 32 Canst thou bring forth Mazzaroth in his season? or canst thou guide Arcturus with his sons? 33 Knowest thou the ordinances of heaven? canst thou set the dominion thereof in the earth? 34 Canst thou lift up thy voice to the clouds, that abundance of waters may cover thee? 35 Canst thou send lightnings, that they may go and say unto thee, Here we are? 36 Who hath put wisdom in the inward parts? or who hath given understanding to the heart? 37 Who can number the clouds in wisdom? or who can stay the bottles of heaven, 38 When the dust groweth into hardness, and the clods cleave fast together? 39 Wilt thou hunt the prey for the lion? or fill the appetite of the young lions, 40 When they couch in their dens, and abide in the covert to lie in wait? 41 Who provideth for the raven his food? when his young ones cry unto God, they wander for lack of meat. JOB 39 Knowest thou the time when the wild goats of the rock bring forth? or canst thou mark when the hinds do calve? 2 Canst thou number the months that they fulfil? or knowest thou the time when they bring forth? 3 They bow themselves, they bring forth their young ones, they cast out their sorrows. 4 Their young ones are in good liking, they grow up with corn; they go forth, and return not unto them. 5 Who hath sent out the wild donkey free? or who hath loosed the bands of the wild donkey? 6 Whose house I have made the wilderness, and the barren land his dwellings. 7 He scorneth the multitude of the city, neither regardeth he the crying of the driver. 8 The range of the mountains is his pasture, and he searcheth after every green thing. 9 Will the unicorn be willing to serve thee, or abide by thy crib? 10 Canst thou bind the unicorn with his band in the furrow? or will he harrow the valleys after thee? 11 Wilt thou trust him, because his strength is great? or wilt thou leave thy labour to him? 12 Wilt thou believe him, that he will bring home thy seed, and gather it into thy barn? 13 Gavest thou the goodly wings unto the peacocks? or wings and feathers unto the ostrich? 14 Which leaveth her eggs in the earth, and warmeth them in dust, 15 And forgetteth that the foot may crush them, or that the wild beast may break them. 16 She is hardened against her young ones, as though they were not her's: her labour is in vain without fear; 17 Because God hath deprived her of wisdom, neither hath he imparted to her understanding. 18 What time she lifteth up herself on high, she scorneth the horse and his rider. 19 Hast thou given the horse strength? hast thou clothed his neck with thunder? 20 Canst thou make him afraid as a grasshopper? the glory of his nostrils is terrible. 21 He paweth in the valley, and rejoiceth in his strength: he goeth on to meet the armed men. 22 He mocketh at fear, and is not affrighted; neither turneth he back from the sword. 23 The quiver rattleth against him, the glittering spear and the shield. 24 He swalloweth the ground with fierceness and rage: neither believeth he that it is the sound of the trumpet. 25 He saith among the trumpets, Ha, ha; and he smelleth the battle afar off, the thunder of the captains, and the shouting. 26 Doth the hawk fly by thy wisdom, and stretch her wings toward the south? 27 Doth the eagle mount up at thy command, and make her nest on high? 28 She dwelleth and abideth on the rock, upon the crag of the rock, and the strong place. 29 From thence she seeketh the prey, and her eyes behold afar off. 30 Her young ones also s u c k up blood: and where the slain are, there is she. JOB 40 Moreover the Lord answered Job, and said, 2 Shall he that contendeth with the Almighty instruct him? he that reproveth God, let him answer it. 3 Then Job answered the Lord, and said, 4 Behold, I am vile; what shall I answer thee? I will lay mine hand upon my mouth. 5 Once have I spoken; but I will not answer: yea, twice; but I will proceed no further. 6 Then answered the Lord unto Job out of the whirlwind, and said, 7 Gird up thy loins now like a man: I will demand of thee, and declare thou unto me. 8 Wilt thou also disannul my judgment? wilt thou condemn me, that thou mayest be righteous? 9 Hast thou an arm like God? or canst thou thunder with a voice like him? 10 Deck thyself now with majesty and excellency; and array thyself with glory and beauty. 11 Cast abroad the rage of thy wrath: and behold every one that is proud, and abase him. 12 Look on every one that is proud, and bring him low; and tread down the wicked in their place. 13 Hide them in the dust together; and bind their faces in secret. 14 Then will I also confess unto thee that thine own right hand can save thee. 15 Behold now behemoth, which I made with thee; he eateth grass as an ox. 16 Lo now, his strength is in his loins, and his force is in the navel of his belly. 17 He moveth his tail like a cedar: the sinews of his stones are wrapped together. 18 His bones are as strong pieces of brass; his bones are like bars of iron. 19 He is the chief of the ways of God: he that made him can make his sword to approach unto him. 20 Surely the mountains bring him forth food, where all the beasts of the field play. 21 He lieth under the shady trees, in the covert of the reed, and fens. 22 The shady trees cover him with their shadow; the willows of the brook compass him about. 23 Behold, he drinketh up a river, and hasteth not: he trusteth that he can draw up Jordan into his mouth. 24 He taketh it with his eyes: his nose pierceth through snares. JOB 41 41 Canst thou draw out leviathan with an hook? or his tongue with a cord which thou lettest down? 2 Canst thou put an hook into his nose? or bore his jaw through with a thorn? 3 Will he make many supplications unto thee? will he speak soft words unto thee? 4 Will he make a covenant with thee? wilt thou take him for a servant for ever? 5 Wilt thou play with him as with a bird? or wilt thou bind him for thy maidens? 6 Shall the companions make a banquet of him? shall they part him among the merchants? 7 Canst thou fill his skin with barbed irons? or his head with fish spears? 8 Lay thine hand upon him, remember the battle, do no more. 9 Behold, the hope of him is in vain: shall not one be cast down even at the sight of him? 10 None is so fierce that dare stir him up: who then is able to stand before me? 11 Who hath prevented me, that I should repay him? whatsoever is under the whole heaven is mine. 12 I will not conceal his parts, nor his power, nor his comely proportion. 13 Who can discover the face of his garment? or who can come to him with his double bridle? 14 Who can open the doors of his face? his teeth are terrible round about. 15 His scales are his pride, shut up together as with a close seal. 16 One is so near to another, that no air can come between them. 17 They are joined one to another, they stick together, that they cannot be sundered. 18 By his neesings a light doth shine, and his eyes are like the eyelids of the morning. 19 Out of his mouth go burning lamps, and sparks of fire leap out. 20 Out of his nostrils goeth smoke, as out of a seething pot or caldron. 21 His breath kindleth coals, and a flame goeth out of his mouth. 22 In his neck remaineth strength, and sorrow is turned into joy before him. 23 The flakes of his flesh are joined together: they are firm in themselves; they cannot be moved. 24 His heart is as firm as a stone; yea, as hard as a piece of the nether millstone. 25 When he raiseth up himself, the mighty are afraid: by reason of breakings they purify themselves. 26 The sword of him that layeth at him cannot hold: the spear, the dart, nor the habergeon. 27 He esteemeth iron as straw, and brass as rotten wood. 28 The arrow cannot make him flee: slingstones are turned with him into stubble. 29 Darts are counted as stubble: he laugheth at the shaking of a spear. 30 Sharp stones are under him: he spreadeth sharp pointed things upon the mire. 31 He maketh the deep to boil like a pot: he maketh the sea like a pot of ointment. 32 He maketh a path to shine after him; one would think the deep to be hoary. 33 Upon earth there is not his like, who is made without fear. 34 He beholdeth all high things: he is a king over all the children of pride. JOB 42 Then Job answered the Lord, and said, 2 I know that thou canst do every thing, and that no thought can be withholden from thee. 3 Who is he that hideth counsel without knowledge? therefore have I uttered that I understood not; things too wonderful for me, which I knew not. 4 Hear, I beseech thee, and I will speak: I will demand of thee, and declare thou unto me. 5 I have heard of thee by the hearing of the ear: but now mine eye seeth thee. 6 Wherefore I abhor myself, and repent in dust and ashes. Post Reply
View Profile History	It's time for me to leave... Posted : 18 Sep, 2012 12:52 AM And here we go blaming God and others again. "God needed"....No God did not need Post Reply
View Profile History	It's time for me to leave... Posted : 18 Sep, 2012 09:27 AM We need God, He does not need Us. But, God Loves Us and cares about Us and He never forsakes Us, we walk away from Him. Be careful what you say about God he is listening to the words you speak, brother. Maybe God didnt want you to have a wife Now. I will never leave the, nor forsake thee. Hebrews 13:5 Post Reply
Apostelle View Profile History	It's time for me to leave... Posted : 19 Sep, 2012 12:22 PM His profile has been deleted. You know, its sad that some people believe that God is a matrimonial atm machine. That isnt the way it works. I believe he thought God would send some girl to his door and she would say, "Im here! God sent me to surrender myself to you". He was not only completely delusional about God, but also about how life really works. Post Reply
View Profile History	It's time for me to leave... Posted : 24 Sep, 2012 07:37 PM lol. Poor guy. Post Reply
View Profile History	It's time for me to leave... Posted : 15 Oct, 2012 09:14 AM Unfortunately it's very common, even amongst believers, to fall into the trap that if you obey God, go to church and stuff like that, that He somehow owes you something in return - and that not getting xyz proves that God doesn't really love or care about you. Let's quickly revisit the story of the prodigal son; when he came back to his father he did so knowing even being taken on as a servant was more than he deserved - he'd already had his full inheritance and to his and his family's shame, he'd flushed it down the toilet. Now of course, we know his father didn't respond as he had the right to, but out of overwhelming love. The psalmist says they'd rather have one day in God's house than a thousand elsewhere, because really, we don't even deserve that much grace. Now regarding God's provision; you can't serve God just to get something - He's not fooled - if you don't serve Him because you would anyway out of heartfelt gratitude then it's time to go back to the cross and stay there until you understand the magnitude of what happened there. I'm not a prosperity gospel (a.k.a name it, claim it) type believer: I owe God everything, He owes me nothing, that which He gives me is unearned, unmerited and only because He loves me sooo much, and I treat it as a bonus to His already great mercy and love. How will God provide for you? That's up to Him. Your obligation is to seek first and foremost His kingdom, the rest will follow... Post Reply
View Profile History	It's time for me to leave... Posted : 15 Oct, 2012 09:26 AM If you're still reading, Focus (I'm aware you don't need to be a site member to read posts), then hear this: God's love and grace is bigger than your sin so don't swallow that lie. There is a sin that cannot be forgiven, but it's basically to 'divorce' His spirit, and those who've been given the spirit nearly always prefer to be put to death than renounce Him, so it's unlikely you've fallen that far. Assuming it's not, then bring your sin before God (who, BTW, already knows what it is and what your reasons were) and get it dealt with, then start living for Him alone. You don't need a wife as much as you need a functioning relationship with your Father, so concentrate on sorting that out. Post Reply
Philipian View Profile History	It's time for me to leave... Posted : 27 Nov, 2012 08:45 AM In addition to DKJ255, I agree with you, no sin is unpardonable before God. Except if you come out and blaspheme the holy spirit of God. And to assume to that state is not as easy as we wont think. How can you blaspheme the spirit? Have we forgotten is by the same spirit we are sealed until the day of redemption? Eph 4:30 - Grieve not the Holy Spirit, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption. Have we forgotten no one can say Abba Father except by his spirit? The spirit is the reason you got converted in the first place. Remember when Jesus was leaving, he said he will give pray the father to send you the Holy spirit. The spirit of truth. Who shall guide you in all things. The Spirit is who you live through. Again as DKJ255 said, " God's love and grace is bigger than your sin so don't swallow that lie" Post Reply