Author	Thread: Just Missing You
Admin	Just Missing You Posted : 24 Sep, 2014 11:47 PM Two weeks after his confession, he decided to do what's right ---for us just to be friends. Nothing more, nothing less.--- due to his tight schedule, he cannot able to talk to me any longer. I immediately accept his decision and be as friends only but inside me, I wanna cry out loud. I wanna scream at him but I didn't do. I chose to keep it in myself. He told me to say what is inside me, all the feelings, all the things I am thinking, because in this situation, I am not alone.. God is there so as him. But it's hard to listen from a person who motivates you yet it's the same person who hurts you. My mind is not functioning well while talking to him. All I do is keeping saying, "I'll be fine.", "Yes, I can do this." and everything but in reality, the pain inside me is waiting to burst out. I keep trying to hold on until we ended up talking on the phone. I cried to him saying that I was going to miss our good old days together. But even if I said that, it doesn't change anything. His decision is fixed. But then, I'm still praying to God to send him back to me again until December. But if He doesn't, I will finally set him free. As the quote says, "When a door closes, you don't know what God is saving you from." So, I will leave everything to the Lord. But our deal, God and I, is set until December. I still have a hope in my heart; I know he will come back to me. I miss him so much. Post Reply
View Profile History	Just Missing You Posted : 8 May, 2015 01:45 AM oops sorry great gene i didnt notice ur last post dat he is back so sorry ...for da mistake Godbless im glad he is back Post Reply

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