Author	Thread: Just Missing You
Admin	Just Missing You Posted : 24 Sep, 2014 11:47 PM Two weeks after his confession, he decided to do what's right ---for us just to be friends. Nothing more, nothing less.--- due to his tight schedule, he cannot able to talk to me any longer. I immediately accept his decision and be as friends only but inside me, I wanna cry out loud. I wanna scream at him but I didn't do. I chose to keep it in myself. He told me to say what is inside me, all the feelings, all the things I am thinking, because in this situation, I am not alone.. God is there so as him. But it's hard to listen from a person who motivates you yet it's the same person who hurts you. My mind is not functioning well while talking to him. All I do is keeping saying, "I'll be fine.", "Yes, I can do this." and everything but in reality, the pain inside me is waiting to burst out. I keep trying to hold on until we ended up talking on the phone. I cried to him saying that I was going to miss our good old days together. But even if I said that, it doesn't change anything. His decision is fixed. But then, I'm still praying to God to send him back to me again until December. But if He doesn't, I will finally set him free. As the quote says, "When a door closes, you don't know what God is saving you from." So, I will leave everything to the Lord. But our deal, God and I, is set until December. I still have a hope in my heart; I know he will come back to me. I miss him so much. Post Reply
Monique86 View Profile History	Just Missing You Posted : 25 Sep, 2014 12:32 AM Awwww, I love this. Not the hurt, but the feelings behind your words. I've been through it, and it's not fun...Time will heal. I love you!!!!!! Post Reply
View Profile History	Just Missing You Posted : 25 Sep, 2014 12:50 AM Hahahaha thank you Monique!!!! :applause: Yeah, time will heal and God is with us. Post Reply
View Profile History	Just Missing You Posted : 28 Nov, 2014 09:45 AM You know one thing I learned is that if God has something meant to be in your life and it works out then it was meant to be. If you have to find yourself pushing and pulling and fighting for something that just isn't working then 9/10 times it isn't meant to be. You have to allow yourself to be free. It is difficult and a lot of what your describing I have felt many times before as far as emotions go. But there's a time we have to let go and move on. It's not gonna be easy but in the end each day it gets a little bit easier. I bet God has something much better for your life anyway. Someone who will fall right into place right at the right time :) :glow: Post Reply
myharmony View Profile History	Just Missing You Posted : 29 Dec, 2014 03:30 AM God is sovereign, He will see you through. Post Reply
View Profile History	Just Missing You Posted : 1 Jan, 2015 08:03 PM I have never checked out much less posted on the forum until ow. Your words moved me to tears because I've experienced those same emotions....at the end of my marriage and then again after a failed relationship. I still don't understand why I had to go through those dark days but it has made me a stronger person. It has strengthened my faith in God because He was the only one I could turn to when my heart felt like it had shattered into a million pieces too small to repair. I've since learned to be content alone. I do not want to risk the emotions associated with heartbreak. I don't think I'm ready yet! Until then, God is mending my heart by knitting every part of my being into Himself. I trust Him completely :) Hugs Post Reply
View Profile History	Just Missing You Posted : 23 Feb, 2015 06:56 PM God sent him back :) :applause: Post Reply
Champions_You_Are View Profile History	Just Missing You Posted : 23 Feb, 2015 08:41 PM Halleluyah! And thank you for inviting us to the wedding. :) Post Reply
View Profile History	Just Missing You Posted : 1 Mar, 2015 05:38 PM LOL Champoy, you're not invited! kidding... wedding is way too far though :D Post Reply
Monique86 View Profile History	Just Missing You Posted : 9 Mar, 2015 11:59 PM He's back? Yay, that is awesome!!!!!! Post Reply
View Profile History	Just Missing You Posted : 8 May, 2015 01:43 AM great gene i can really feel... the emotions even on your writing... it really hurts coz u have invested too much emotion and time to dat person....and u are right wen u say dat when God closes doors He opens windows....dont worry Gods timing is da best he will giveu da right guy at da right time...just wait and pray maybe he is teaching u something ...i hope i somehow helped u.... Godbless sister in Christ tinesicle88 i hope we could chat on da chatrooms Post Reply

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