There is a guy I fell for about 4 yrs ago. He like pretty much what I've been searching for and I never find any guy attractive except for him (honest). When I met him I could feel Gods light in him and knew he was going to be important in my life (idk what kind of gift I have but it happens). I'm a very go to kind of girl so I started talking to him only to find out that he was married </3 . Most likely he will not be with his wife long because she has cheated on him and in a drug addict. But I'm not here asking if I should wait on him, more like just what should I do? I have not found another soul that I was attracted to. I can't understand why the only guy that I've been looking for in my life isn't supposed to be mine. As Im still looking just incase there is another, I seem only to fall for him more. I don't know what to do. I hate to say this and I know its not true but it fells like a sick joke. I don't know if he would even like me anyways if he wasn't married.
Some wise advice would be appreciated and thank you.