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A prayer of proxy.
Posted : 22 Oct, 2011 10:07 AM

Wonderful ladies of God, Daughters of Jehovah most high.

In my past I had a very undesireable habit that most all men have. I would manipulate women to get what I wanted. Now I wasn't as some, I wanted a wife for the most part. I was raised fairly respectable. But still there were influences that tainted what my mother was trying to make of me. As I grew up I found I could cause women to like me by what I said, or not like me by what I said. So I subconciously started a trend toward what worked to my favor. This is the way to death and not life I have found out. I would use very suttle hints concerning my desires. I didn't know of these habits until many years later when God revealed them to me.

Ok my point. I want to stand in the gap for all men, as a man who has manipulated women to get what I wanted. Whether good or bad.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry for treating you as a lesser human. For thinking you are too dumb to figure it out. I'm sorry that I took advantage of you. Please forgive me that I caused you pain and hurt. Please forgive me that I took your purity and stained your heart. I'm sorry, please forgive me. I apologize for thinking that I can take from you whatever I want and not feel the need to even admit I wronged you. Please forgive us, we were wrong for treating you as common for you are holy and remarkably made.

Ron

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A prayer of proxy.
Posted : 27 Oct, 2011 03:50 PM

Thank you for this prayer by proxy. I read your post as an eye opener / reminder for women to beware of men like you were before. As much as you believe you did manipulated women to like you or not like you, I believe you were not able to manipulate every woman you encountered, or you shy away from those you know your power of manipulation is not effective and will just hurt your ego. There are women who can read you beyond what you say and they cannot be manipulated. Women who are sure/know their selves, with God given discernment, emotionally stable, with support group around them, and so on. So thank you for acknowledging you were wrong for treating women as lesser human, but admit also that you were really not able to manipulate all women. To the women out there, beware of this manipulative spirit especially when we are down, emotionally weak at the moment, family is not around, etc.

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Posted : 28 Oct, 2011 05:09 AM

Thank you for sayig this. If you mean it and never want to do it again can I say as one of those women that have been abused and manipulated of men....



you are forgiven.



In Jesus LOVE for All people. Amen

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Posted : 4 Nov, 2011 10:22 AM

Sorry that there was misunderstanding concerning my post I will attempt to be more clear in the future. This was not an attempt to be arrogant or dominereing in any way. If the prayer did not speak or minister to you, then I would say it was not for you. I have already been forgiven of all my past sin and sins, so this is not for me but those who have been hurt by men in this fashion, and need to forgive those men.

I am merely standing in proxy as a man to offer the opportunity for you to forgive them.

My apologies for not being more clear as to my purpose and intent.

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